So I guess updating my xanga is a monthly thing now..haha. So what is
new with me? Not much actually. I'm finally quitting Starbucks, my last
day is on this coming Sunday, I'm working the closing shift...so come
visit me at the Starbucks at Dixon Landing!
Things have been...weird I guess you can say. I thought everything was
going well, other than the fact that I hated work, but now I'm starting
to second guess some things. I need to readjust my priorities and just the feelings I've been having in general. There has just been so much going on in my head that I can't keep some things straight. Hopefully its just the 35 plus hours of slave work I do a week at ungodly hours that is driving me crazy...But I dunno. I let my emotions take over too much, but this time it doesn't feel like its my emotions..I just have this funny feeling inside...the bad kind, not the good kind.
But whatever, I'm just being a fucking emo slut. Basically.
I leave for Los Angeles in about a month. Hang out with me before then. Its going to be a nice change of pace again. For the first time I'm not going to be working so it will be interesting how I'm going to deal with my money because I don't have a lot saved up, but hopefully things will go smoothly. I remember last summer I made a list of things I wanted to do before I left California to venture off in Hawaii....who would have thought I would be back this quick? haha...But Hawaii was the experience of a lifetime from skydiving over North Shore to learning more about myself than I could have learned if I stayed in California. I don't think Los Angeles will be able to beat my time in Hawaii but I'm still hella excited.
Anyways...I'm gonna go for a run to get me tired enough to go to bed. My last 3:45AM opening shift tomorrow! Never will I have to wake up at 3 in the morning just to work at Starbucks again after tomorrow! WHOOOO!
My hours range from 3:45AM- 4:00PM, usually 6-8 hour shifts on my feet making your damn coffee. Thats just me complaining though. haha. I'm most likely going to put in my two weeks notice soon though. I don't know how much longer I can keep up this routine, I'm just so exhausted. I haven't been able to even see most of my friends that I haven't seen in forever which kind of upsets me.
RYLA was a good break from work though. Actually it was a GREAT break from work. Even though I didn't get all the sleep I wanted, it was worth it. RYLA pump it up pump it up!
I've applied for my loans and got all my transcripts in. Nine of my units didn't transfer which means I still have freshman status. Looks like I'm going to have to take some summer school next summer or hopefully maybe even winter. But definitely not at LMU, I can save a lot of money taking it elsewhere.
I'm off to Washington DC next week for my cousins wedding. Its gonna be off the heezy! haha.
An estimated 20,000-25,000 bears live around the Arctic --
in Canada, Russia, Alaska, Greenland and Norway -- and
countries are struggling to work out ways to protect them amid
forecasts of an accelerating thaw.
"There will be big reductions in numbers if the ice melts,"
Jon Aars, a polar bear expert at the Norwegian Polar Institute,
said by the fjord in Longyearbyen on the Arctic archipelago of
Svalbard, about 1,000 km (600 miles) from the North Pole.
Unusually for this time of year, the fjord is ice free.
Many restaurants and shops in Longyearbyen, a settlement of
1,800 people, have a stuffed polar bear or pelt -- often shot
before a hunting ban from the early 1970s. Self-defense is now
the only excuse for killing a bear.
Many scientific studies project that warming, widely blamed
on emissions of greenhouse gases from burning fossil fuels,
could melt the polar ice cap in summer, with estimates of the
break-up ranging from decades to sometime beyond 2100.
Bears' favorite hunting ground is the edge of the ice where
they use white fur as camouflage to catch seals.
"If there's no ice, there's no way they can catch the
seal," said Sarah James of the Gwich'in Council International
who lives in Alaska. "Gwich'in" means "people of the caribou,"
which is the main source of food for about 7,000 indigenous
people in Alaska and Canada.
THREATENED
U.S. President George W. Bush's administration is due to
decide in January 2008 whether to list polar bears as
"threatened" under the Endangered Species Act.
That would bar the government from taking any action
jeopardizing the animals' existence and environmentalists say
it would spur debate about tougher U.S. measures to curb
industrial emissions.
The World Conservation Union last year listed the polar
bear as "vulnerable" and said the population might fall by 30
percent over the next 45 years. Bears also suffer from chemical
contaminants that lodge in their fat.
Some indigenous peoples, who rely on hunts, say many bear
populations seem robust.
"The Russians thought there's more polar bears that they're
seeing in their communities, so they felt that it's not an
endangered species," said Megan Alvanna-Stimpfle, chair of the
Inuit Circumpolar Youth Council, of an area of Arctic Russia.
"But if we're talking about the future and there's no ice,
then they are," she said.
And some reports say the melt may be quickening.
"Arctic sea ice is melting at a significantly faster rate
than projected by most computer models," the U.S. National Snow
and Ice Data Center said in a report on April 30.
It said it could thaw earlier than projected by the U.N.
climate panel, whose scenarios say the Arctic Ocean could be
ice-free in summers any time between about 2050 to well beyond
2100.
An eight-nation report by 250 experts in 2004 said "polar
bears are unlikely to survive as a species if there is an
almost complete loss of summer sea-ice cover."
Paal Prestrud, head of the Center for International Climate
and Environmental Research in Oslo who was a vice-chair of that
study, said there was no Arctic-wide sign of a fall in numbers.
But there were declines in population and reduced weights
among females in the Western Hudson Bay area in Canada, at the
southern end of the bears' range where summer ice has been
breaking up earlier.
Mitchell Taylor, manager of wildlife research at the
Inuit-sponsored environmental research department in Nunavut,
Canada, said some bears in region had simply moved north.
HUNTERS
"Hunters in many regions say they are seeing increases," he
said. "It's clear that the ice is changing but it's not at all
clear that the trend will continue."
Prestrud said the fate of polar bears may hinge on whether
they adapt to survive longer on land in summers. In the Hudson
Bay, bears often go for months without food, scavenging on
birds' eggs or even on berries and roots.
"Otherwise they will end up in zoos," he said.
Aars, however, said the bears had survived temperature
swings in the past: "I hear far too often that within 100 years
polar bears could be extinct," he told a group of climate
students in Longyearbyen.
"You will still have bays with ice for many months a year
where polar bears can live," he said.
On Svalbard, bears may have become less scared of people
since the hunting ban, and are more likely to see them as a
meal. Aars' recommendation: don't show you are scared.
"You start shouting, or use flare shots to make a noise.
Most polar bears get scared if you behave in the right way. But
you have to act from the start. If you show weakness you are in
trouble."
A lot has happened in the month that I made my last post:
-I'm back in the bay, missing Hawai'i but loving being home.
-I'm going to be a RYLA CIT next month!
-I'm going to be attending Loyola Marymount University next fall!
-I miss all my friends in Hawaii. =(
life in hawaii has been great. but i pretty much think i'm not coming
back next semester. i don't know if i got into lmu yet, but even if i
don't get in, i doubt i'll be going back to hpu next semester.
it
makes me sad to be leaving hawaii. i feel like i have DEFINATELY grown
and learned A LOT since i've been here, and i wouldn't have been able
to learn and grow if i never came out here. i love being in hawaii and
all the culture and everything about it. but i don't think it was meant
to be because in the end i'm here for school, and i'm not happy at hpu.
i'm definately going to miss hawai'i. my outlook on life...on
my life...has completely changed and i am all of a sudden open to a new
world all because i came here. in a way i have become more vulnerable
but i'm happier now. a lot happier. i'm going to miss all the friends i
have made here and of course the beach, but i guess its just part of
moving on. everyone that i've met here has pretty much been amazing and
have each played a big role into me finding myself here in general.
i
don't know how life will be for me back in california. i'm scared that
it is just going to go back to the way it was before, but i think thats
a risk i'm willing to take.
i have 32 days before i leave hawaii. i'm going to definately live it up while i can.